It seems like the only thing most of us really think about is love. Love lost, the search for love, and the heartache sometimes that follows when that love fades away. Why is love so damn important?!
Sometimes I wonder if there's always one person in every relationship that gives more, loves more, sacrifices more etc or is true love when both people love each other equally? Is it really even possible to find someone that will be as crazy about me as I am about him? I sure hope so.
Deep down inside me there's a little girl waiting for her prince charming to come and sweep me off my feet. He needn't ride in on a white horse, with all the right words, and a castle to take me off to. Just a man who sees the world in my eyes and doesn't ever want to be with anyone else. Someone who smiles when thinking of me, who misses me the minute he leaves and wants to be with me, even of we're doing absolutely nothing. But does that ever exist? Don't get me wrong, I want a guy in my life who makes me feel all those things about him, and I can honestly say in past relationships I haven't felt entirely like this. Maybe that should've been enough for me to realise it was a disaster waiting to happen.
But for now my heart is happy and life is good. If love creeps in then I'll be ecstatic but if it doesn't then I'll keep on waiting. Who knows what's just around the corner. All I can say is these past couple of months have been the best months I've had in a long time. That's all that matters, so I'm hanging onto it and enjoying the ride. This is what life is meant to be.
Subscribe to:
Post Comments (Atom)
No comments:
Post a Comment